There were periods when I was yearning to go to Shirdi, but Baba wouldn’t let me, which was even more puzzling. All He was doing was simply testing my faith; He was teaching me to be patient. When Baba decided it was time to visit Him, it happened four times within the last three years. Between each visit to Shirdi, Baba put me and my family through some tough tests, which were ultimately to improve our lives, become better at who we are, and further confirm our faith in Him. This trip in September 2024 was reassuring that I belonged in His court and that it was always my own doubts about myself that hindered my progress. Over the last three years Baba forced me to look inward so that there was no choice but to reflect on my life and start taking steps to bring about changes in my life – improve thought patterns, be non-judgmental, trust in His plan, appreciate patience as a virtue and believe in myself that I am a capable individual. I am truly happy that I am in Shirdi Sai Baba’s grace.