Shirdi Sai Baba devotee Dibakar Bhuyan ji says:

“I am a member of MP-5085, Sai Kasth Nivaran Group & recently joined Navratri Parayan group. I have a prayer request.

I am going through a very difficult situation of my life. I am in such a position that I had thought of committing suicide many a times but couldn’t commit, don’t know why. I am crying and my heart is out in front of Baba everyday but Baba isn’t listening don’t know why!

I had taken loan from bank and some of my colleagues and invested in a financial organization through my cousin brother and his friend. From last 1 year they are betraying me. They are not giving my money back and even not listening to me. But I was somehow managing by repaying the interest & EMIs to bank & to my colleagues till March. During March due to lockdown, our office closed & my salary also stopped. Then also, I somehow managed to repay my debts from my little savings, for another one month only.

Then the tragedy came, where I didn’t have money at all & they were knocking at my door almost everyday for their payments. So I mortgaged mine & my wife’s jewellery, surrendered my insurance policy & took loan from my PF account & paid them & managed my day to day expenses for another 2 to 3 months. Then again I became helpless, I had to pay the loan EMI, pay credit card bills, pay my colleagues, manage my day to day expenses like medicines, ration etc..Now I am in such a condition that I am hiding from the bank recovery persons & from my colleagues who are visiting my home regularly for payment. Even I had stopped buying medicines for my wife from last 3 months who is a diabetic patient & takes regular medicine. I don’t know how I will survive. During this lockdown period I came across Mahaparayan group & joined. I had done Sai Nav Guruvar Vrat & done parayan on Guru Purnima day, done 7 days Parayan also. I had done whatever I can do to come close to my Baba who is the only saviour of my life. I am Baba’s devotee from last 10 years & doing daily Sai Satcharitra parayan from last 1.5 years. But I don’t know why all these calamities fall upon me & why Baba is not listening to me & giving so much pain which I am unable to bear now. If I have committed any sins please Baba forgive me & please Baba show me the path & do some miracle so that the situation becomes normal.

Sorry Ravi ji   if I have troubled you. Baba isn’t listening to me, I couldn’t find anyone whom I could convey my problems to, so I have messaged you. Please pray on my behalf, I hope Baba listens to your prayers.

Thank you. Om Sai Ram ji ”

I sent the above msg to Ravi ji on 22nd October. I don’t know why I chose Ravi ji. Maybe Baba wanted to guide me through her. From that day, I found Ravi ji as my Guru who holds my hand & is guiding me in every step of my life. Then she gave me hope that all will be fine. Baba will definitely clear all my problems and to keep faith on him. On the same day after getting hope from Ravi ji, I got a picture message from the website in which Baba says: Dont fear. I am myself there and guarding you and your family.

Ravi ji told me she felt that Baba wants to help me. Then she advised me to leave one of my favorite food for 21 days &  donate food on the 21st day. She also asked me to visit temple & donate food on Saturday (24th Oct). I had only little amount left with me which I had kept for my wife’s doctor appointment fees. I thought if Baba wants me to spend for the noble work by donating food then I will do it & left everything in Baba’s hands. I spent the money & donated food as per Ravi ji/ Baba’s instruction and was left with no money.

After food donation In the afternoon I got a call from our finance manager & I thought whether anything was wrong or I have to pay something. While going to his office I was chanting Baba’s name continuously. There Baba made showed the miracle, our FC gave me some money which I had never expected.

I can’t express my feelings when I received the money. I came out from his office & immediately informed Ravi ji about this. While writing the message to Ravi Ji I was just crying and my tears were not stopping at all. Though the amount is less but for the current situation it is huge. At least I can manage my daily expenses for few days & can pay 1 or 2 EMI’s. I know Baba had shown his presence & he will definitely show me some path & clear all my problems. Just we have to keep faith & patience on him.